A bit of a set up

Well, here's the thing. So far as I know, I did not create myself. That makes me part of that-which-has-been-created, rather than the creator or that-which-creates, though on an ongoing basis it feels like I am creating. If I am merely part of that-which-has-been-created, then I have to say I am massively grateful, because this life, well life itself, is frankly amazing; I am beside myself with wonder.
Alternatively, I did create myself, in which case I may have been at this life thing for rather a long time. Do you ever get the feeling that you are going round the block, and round the block again, life after life. In this case, thank you, or whoever I was being for setting this whole thing up. I am beside myself with wonder (again).
And then maybe, both are true, depending on who I think of myself as being, and for that matter having been. Alternatively, we could try to imagine that neither are true. I have not been created and I did not create myself. I am just, well, beyond time. Part of the great dance of life with life. Hush, I hear music.